He renamed love the way you change your old password. With uppercases and lowercases. With numbers and other symbols. Like he wanted it protected in the name of love itself.
He reshaped love like toning your body. Sculpting it with the size of Cupid’s arrow. Distinctly deadly enough to woo you in one shot. It’s funny to say that he was barely ripped. He is more fluffy than fat. That’s the nicest way to say it. Funny how he’s reshaped how I saw love and it was him, personified.
He changed love the way you repaint the walls in your house; it will start becoming white again, before anything changes… Before it changes color, you will watch the walls linger, dye itself grey before you repaint with a full bright color. Believe it will stay the same until you watch the days pass… It fades. But no matter how much you scream to it, it remains sturdy. Stained. But strong.
He killed love by ripping your pieces into pieces. You multiply. You find out who you are and you learn there’s another you and then another. The “hi, nice to meet you please come again” you say to yourself, turns into “Goddamnit stay, I don’t know who I am anymore” and then you’re dead. Breathing. But with dead eyes and limbs you walk along the lonely path hoping for a change of destination. Hoping you wouldn’t have to end up in his arms again.
But low and behold, blindly… He resurrects love likes for once you believed because you saw him in flesh. You sensed him with your ears. Apologies clad with other promises. Bent knee, hell bent… Declares an oath. To love you, be with you, suffer with you… Holds you once more. Then takes your hand which you gladly give and share what fairytales deem true.
You let him rename love from then on. You change your password. With uppercases and lowercases. With numbers and other symbols. Like you wanted it protected in the name of love itself. You let him change way too many things in you knowing you will lose count with your fingers. You will know longer count with numbers. You will count by how deep and how far. And that’s how you will know.