Tonight I lay without you on the bed

Tonight I lay without you on the bed

Tonight I lay without you on the bed
I turn to your side and said
Tonight I lay without you on the bed
I turn to your side and fled
Tonight I lay without you on the bed
I turn to your side and dread
Tonight I lay without you on the bed
I turn to your side — dead

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Cage

Cage

You more than anyone else
In this earth
In this life
Understand how much
I want to die
I want to sentence myself to oblivion
But you love me so hard
I cannot resist but love the chains
You bound me
I love you binding me
I love you holding me
I love you caging me
I want to die
You know how much
I want to die

But I would cheat death for you

Like I know snow

Like I know snow

I will write about snow
Like I actually know
About the white things that fall in winter
About the tiny pieces building up together
About the ice that it is
About the cold that it is

But I know nothing of snow
Because I don’t know
About that kind of cold after autumn
About that angel on the floor
About that frozen surface to which you skate
About that ice cold wind blowing through the day

But I know cold like you
Because I knew you
And it is not snow for we only have two seasons
And it is not snow for we only have hale storms
And it is not snow for I have not seen one
And it is not snow but I have felt you like one

As we gallop to the sunset

As we gallop to the sunset

Like we paced through the empty halls
Like we ran through the stairs in the morning
Like we jumped off the last three steps
Like we hopped through the entire reading
Like we wanted to live through the good old days
Like we haunted the nightmares of our own
Like we managed to make them go away
Like we held each others’ hand by nightfall
Like we learned to live every single day
Like we galloped to the sunset
Like we knew we only have today

I love you, Sky

I love you, Sky

I spent the last three days sitting down and reading ’til my head can no longer bear being awake. I get lost in my dreams only to wake up with you watching over me. Moments pass with being as clear as the void in my head. You’re neither bright nor blue. For the past three days, you were just you.

I will take this moment to think of you like my best friend. To think that I hardly even have the time to look at you and bask in the beauty that you possess, I will seize the moment now. Know that when I choose to be alone, I don’t exactly want to be alone. I know I’m alone but I’m not lonely because often that is only the time when I look at you. I look at you and you’re beautiful.

Even when you pour down the rain on me. Even when you shower down the rays of the sun to me. Even when you’re clear as glass. Even when you’re an empty sky. I love you as you are. And you know why.

A Dog’s wish

A Dog’s wish

Take me to the steppes where we can play.
Take me to the grass where my paws meet the day.
Bring me to the light and I’ll run, run, run.
Bring me to life with fun, fun, fun.
This I ask for a couple thousand days.
This I can have for several hundred ways.
And you are my master; I love you so much.
And I’m your best friend; I don’t ask for much.

As the music plays on

As the music plays on

She listened to that eccentrically electric music and had herself lost in her imagination. Her head traveled faster than any plane could. She reached the very top of the Eiffel Tower with her eyes closed. Her soul hadn’t left the same warm spot but she’s already walked past the Big Ben. Each little dainty note crawled into her ear and showed her the sleepless New York City lights. But at the last second that her mind could wander at the time, she saw herself walking through the grey and green park in Manila. The same rain that fell that day, seemingly dropped on her eyes.

The dream could go on forever. She could practically go to places; wherever she pleases. She doesn’t need a drink, a drug or anything that could take her high. Just keep the music playing and she’ll go on forever.

Even when forever would one day choose to meet its end.